Well, still remembered all the excitement when I was kid about everything when March started. Here I want to share my story about leaving my teen-agers years and starting to the twenties gang. Growing old is something you can't deny. It was wonderful, funny yet full of surprise and it end up with miserable, sometimes. So yup, just take it easy.

Twenty is twenty, you began entered a serious life just now. You're an adult. You have everything you want. In twenty you may found a new freedom, lesson, chances, responsibilites, and experiences. In twenty we believe that we are mature enough, or maybe, just a little bit. It seems growing up is something fun thing back then when I was kid till tenagers, but in 20's, this will never be the same anymore.

Writing this long story short about entering 20 after celebrating birthday with so much love around makes me realized one thing that keeps rolling on my head: you just warming up yourself for facing the world. No, it doesn't means that you don't have parents, family, and friends behind you moreover its like "here's your real world, the war is started, go set yourself and push them all". Even if they are all still there, willing to back you up and help but its not supposed you get. There is only you against the world for the next chapter, obviously its horrifying and worries me but hey its okay if you're still making a lot of mistakes. Just go on baby.
Learning by doing, like they said.

Being 20 means no more having fun  (I mean, who doesn't love of kongkow after a hectic week nowadays?) and playing anymore. So all you gotta do is set your dream high, prepare a new goals, go aim the big stars in the sky and makes your parents proud.
There is some achievement in my 20, first, I've got my scholarship for two semester (please wishing me a tons of luck to make it twice, guys) and the second, selected as a main treasury of Unit Kegiatan Mahasiswa for one period that called "Entrepreneur Club" and...man its really complicated. (for your information, the previous years my position was Research and Development 2). In spite of that I think there is so many friends of mine that able to set the regulation of money, cashflow, making the realization of monthly statement and that kind of stuff about money and whatsoever.
When I asked them why would choose me, they just said "First, you have plus point. Second, you have to implementation for all of those things that you've studied as an accounting students here. Just enough, don't try to ask for more."
Oh man, all people here are majoring Management and Accounting.
And its the same thing. It's just not me anyway.

Deep down in my heart I'm always thank to God that bring me all the greatful and blessing that I could never counting among all the jitters that I had till I'm stepping the 20nd year of my life.


The truth of being twenty is you just have to strenghten the responsibilities for yourself, build a big relation, do something for your heart, mean it and believe it as well. There is nothing wrong for investing yourself. Let's be busy with making friends, learn new skill, and gain new experience. Then repeat that each step along your daily journey. You have nothing to worried because you can do it all and of course to repay all of the love and kindness (and money, lol) that your parents already sent.
I'm just hoping that 21 would treat me nicely like 20 with another great stuff, friends and everything.

Who would've known.